Regret

Regret is the seventh ending theme song of the D.Gray-man anime series performed by Mai Hoshimura from Episode 77 to Episode 89.

English
The scenery outside the window changes

Even the season is leaving me behind

I was closer to you than anyone because of my insecurity

Why didn’t I realize it at that time?

Your figure slipped out of my sight before me

I didn’t say the only, single thing I wanted to – “Don’t leave me”

I can never say “If you’re happy, then it’s alright”

A twisted, crooked heart like this

I hate it so much that I don’t know what to do

The ‘initial ring’ I received on my birthday

It’s only painful if I remember it

What I knew at this late hour is that this is all I’m thinking about:

”Why is it that I needed you?”

The two of us noticed the break approaching our closeness

Unlike what the heart said, the words were dull - “Goodbye”

You regret it greatly

The hurting, unkind hand of when such a day comes

This ugly soul, like yesterday, I hate it even more

Rōmaji
Mado no soto no keshiki utsurikawatte Kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku Dare yori chikaku ni ite fuan no tane ni Doushite ano toki kizukenakatta?

Anata no sugata ga mienakunaru mae ni Tatta no tatta hito koto ikanai de ga ienakatta

Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai

Tanjoubi ni moratta inisharuringu Omoidaseba tsurai dake nano ni Imasara wakatta no ha omou ijou ni Anata wo hitsuyou to shiteta koto

Futari de kizuita jikan sae kowasu youni Kokoto to urahara ni detekita kotoba ajiki nai sayonara

Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai

Anata ga shiawase nara sorede ii nante zettai ni ienai<br./> Neji magatta konna kokoro ga doushiyou mo nai kurai atashi ha kirai<br./> Anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu<br./> Ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi ha kirai<br./>

Kanji
窓の外の景色　移り変わって

季節までがあたしを置いてく

誰より近くにいて　不安の種に

どうしてあのとき気づけなかった？

あなたの姿が見えなくなる前に

たったのたった一言

「行かないで」が言えなかった

あなたが幸せならそれで

いいなんて絶対に言えない

ねじ曲がったこんな心が

どうしようもないくらいあたしは嫌い

誕生日にもらった　イニシャルリング

思い出せば辛いだけなのに

今更分かったのは　思う以上に

あなたを必要としてたこと

二人で築いた時間さえ壊すように

心と裏腹に出てきた言葉

味気ないサヨナラ

あなたがすごく後悔する

そんな日が来ること望んでる

意地悪で醜い心が

昨日よりももっとあたしは嫌い

あなたが幸せならそれで

いいなんて絶対に言えない

ねじ曲がったこんな心が

どうしようもないくらいあたしは嫌い

あなたがすごく後悔する

そんな日が来ること望んでる

意地悪で醜い心が

昨日よりももっとあたしは嫌い